以防万一老爸老妈看到歌词担心我，我很好！不用担心！
Bitterness it's moistening my taste buds
苦涩正在润湿我的味蕾
Candy sweet can fix nothing for me
糖果的甜味无法作用分毫
Just like they've been trying to prevail me with
就像他们总想试图说服迷惑我
Some rougher shit but not about me
用那些更残酷的来对比而不是考虑我本身
Oh so complicated
哦，真是复杂呢
We don't kill it but instead we numb the pain
我们没有杀死错误 而是在痛苦中麻木
But I'm not taking it
但我不想买账
Or one day it will eventually got me dead
也或许某一天我也会被麻木领向屈服
So let it burn all my nights cold like the rain
就像雨那样，将我的夜晚愈燃愈冷吧
They say it's by designed
I'm crawling in my suffocating
我艰难匍匐着，在我那令人窒息的
My nightmare's dimmest side
我梦魇的至暗面
So could I ever forget
所以我到底能否忘掉
Those walls and windows they keep staring at me
那些紧盯着我的墙壁和窗户
Oh wherever I go
无论我去到哪里
All those shelters look like wastelands
那些住所都像废墟一般
And they're just like the haunted one
它们看上去和那间会吞噬人的房间一样
They banish me home
它们将我驱逐回所谓当下的家
But it's all temporary can't help but wonder
但这个家仅仅是暂时的，我不禁好奇
What did I land on
我到底落足于了何处
Oh wait
哦，等等
I think I've heard this cliche before
我想我曾经听过这些陈词滥调
When people try to persuade ya
当人们试图给你灌输那些话
A yes
啊，对呢
There are people out there suffering
还有那么多人比你过得苦多了呢
Be grateful your life is good enough
知足点吧你活得已经很好了
So let it burn all my nights cold like the rain
就像雨那样，将我的夜晚愈燃愈冷吧
They say it's by designed
I'm crawling in my suffocating
我艰难匍匐着，在我那令人窒息的
My nightmare's dimmest side
我梦魇的至暗面
I'm drunk with the faked sweet
我沉醉于虚假的甜蜜
Setting off luck with greater pain
用更大的痛苦衬幸运
Don't get me wrong
不要误会
I am appreciated
我当然很珍惜我所拥有的
But at this moment
但此时此刻
I'm just not okay
我只是有些不太好
我的生活苦中带甜
Where's my sweetness at
我的甜在哪里
苦中带甜
Will I finally accept it
我最终会接受并妥协吗
Or will I still be flaming just the way that I did
或者我依然能像旧日里那样熠熠生辉
will I be flaming the way that I did
我还能像以前那样热烈吗
I did
至少我燃烧过
I did
燃烧着